I feel like I haven't seen him at all this week.
I'm really looking forward to this weekend-its his four day weekend. (Every other week he gets Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday off)
He's been soo busy with church activities lately and I just found out its gonna be like this for a while-him being gone about 3 nights a week.
4 days a week (& every other Saturday) he works 12 hours a day.
Monday he has class which usually gets out around 10 pm and we just go straight to bed once he's home.
Wednesday he has church. (Bible study) I don't go to this b/c its not like most churchs Wed. services and well, I wouldn't get to study anyways since I'd have to watch Braxton. (I wish our church would get a nursery or something set up!)--Gets out about 8 pm, we eat dinner and go to bed.
Thursday he has choir practice. Half the time he's there they aren't even singing, 2 women just argue over which songs to sing and then they run through them ONCE and yet it takes 3 hours! --Gets out around 9, he comes home and we go to bed.
I don't know if I can get used to this everyweek. Braxton drives me crazy, I mean don't get me wrong I LOVE staying at home with him...but I need a break sometimes! I get so exhausted during the day just trying to keep up with him! He's starting to throw tantrums more often, and is getting into the "NO" phase and the hitting phase! I look forward to 6:30 when Josh comes over and all of Braxtons attention is focused on Daddy. But I guess I'll just have to tough it out and get over it! When I complain to Josh about it he always tells me he can quit school, or choir but I don't want him to do that. Not for me. I tell him obviously God has you where He wants you so I just have to ask God for the strength/patience to handle Braxton.
Wow I think this turned into a mild rant...oh well. I'm done. :)
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