The [boring] life of a SAHM

1.) We bought a new car! Well, not brand new. Just new to us. ha.ha. It's a 2000 Toyota 4runner and is in great condition. I love it! It's got a sunroof! Ahhh! We are both selling our cars. Josh has a 99 Dodge Ram and I have a 96 GMC Jimmy. My car is so unreliable. It only starts when it wants to, one door doesn't open , it randomly honks when you turn corners, I could go on and on. I actually feel bad selling it, it needs to be put out of its misery aka traded in as scrap metal! LOL

2.) We have a date set for the baby shower! July 11th! And we figured out a place! We're having it at the church, I asked Pastor Carole today and she's okay with it! Yay! Now I just have to figure out a time and get together with my Aunts so I can tell them who I want invited, what kind of cake, get invitations, etc etc. Only 7 more weeks! How crazy! I'll be 29 weeks and the day before the shower I am having my 4D scan! 2 things to look forward to in the next 2 months! =D

3.) We are hopefully getting a house soon. The company we were going to go through to get the loan called and told us a few ways to up our credit score high enough, and it will only take a couple weeks. So after that we are approved and can get a house! We already have one in mind and have even went to look at it and we LOVE it plus its in our price range. So, praying this all happens soon!

I'm so excited!

Also, not real exciting news but I had been wondering what I was going to do in church when Addie needed to eat (since I'll be breastfeeding.) I don't think I would feel comfortable doing it right there in front of everyone, and I don' want to make anyone uncomfortable so I asked Pastor Carole about it and she said I could do BF in her office. It's an open office just behind everybody so it would be private but I could still hear the sermon. I had been worried about that because I didn't want to spend 30 minutes or so in the bathroom feeding and missing out on the service so this works out great! Exciting for me! Lol

Now a bit of a rant..kinda.
I'm starting to feel bad about having a c-section. I feel like I'm missing out on so much. I feel like I'm being deprived of something. I'll never know what its like to have my water break, time contractions, rush to the hospital, all that stuff that comes with a vaginal delivery I will NEVER get to experience. I almost feel left out, or like a failure because my body couldn't do the right thing the first time. I was so hoping on a VBAC and it's really starting to bother me now that I can't have one.

Okay rant over.